Vampire Doodle

Vampire Doodle

Just a little doodle I’ve been working on.


Friday is Awesome

It’s finally Friday. It’s payday Friday. I have Monday off. Yesssssssss!

I don’t think we have any plans for tonight other than to hang around and watch shows and play video games, which sounds supreme to me. Lazy days are awesome.

Yesterday was so very nice. It was a good Valentine’s Day. We got some delicious Thai foods, explored Target for a bit and then went and saw A Good Day to Die Hard. It was fantastic. Then we came home and snuggled down and I passed out after a little bit. All in all, I’d say that it was a successful day. But then I guess, when are there days with my Buggle that are not successful? There aren’t.

Saturday should be pretty hectic but good at the same time. At least we’ll get to sleep in. Boo will be at work for most of the day. So i’ll go home and shower and do the laundry real quick and then go and help the people we’re moving in with and have a gander at where I’ll be living. 

I’m excited and ready to live in one stable spot but I’d do anything for my dear and if I had to do this for the rest of my life, I would as long as it meant that we’d be together. But yes, it will be nice to be in one place permanently. 

I plan on “trying” to get some writing done this weekend. That is, if Skyrim doesn’t absorb all of my time. But, I’m not mad at that. It’s such a great game and I’m totally obsessed. 

That’s about all that’s new for me. I’m glad the week got better instead of worse. Here’s to hoping for a nice, relaxing weekend. I need it.


Nobody likes you anyway, Monday.

Well, here it is. Monday, again. This one snuck up on me. Totally unprepared for the BS that is today. Here’s my crappy day so far (and it’s only nearly 1pm) :

I woke up and did the usual morning thing, got out to the car and went to turn on my headlights but they wouldn’t turn on. The running lights work and so do my high beams. But when I turn the dial to switch from running lights to normal headlights, they don’t turn on. So I had to go to work with my high beams on the whole way. I’m sure I pissed a lot of people off. But high beams are better than no beams. So now I have to go and see what the problem is. Something is certainly not right with the connection.

So I park my car and start my walk to work. About half way to the building, my phone rings. It’s Chef Paul (who is currently at another location). He tells me that Chef Neil (our new chef) may not be there because his kids are sick. So that means, if he’s not there, I have to do all the counting and other office duties for him. Lo and behold, I get to work and he’s not there. So now I’m stuck here till three.

I went to go and check my bank account after this weekend and found that they took out my car payment a week early and I’m currently down to $364. That’s all I have left. Shit.

I recently sold my geckos and was going to use the money I got in exchange to get some work done on my dork sleeve but I think I’m going to nix that idea and save the cash for things I need. Like food and gas.

I had to make copies of a bunch of shit for the company I have my car loan through and send it all to them. I also have take my ex off my car insurance and start my taxes. I hate being an adult.

I have to get gas after work and go home and shower and check on Yoshi and Sonic, when all I want to do is curl up in the bed and be all gloomy. I just want huggles and they seem so far away.

I really can’t wait to be in one stable place. My ‘apartment’ is a mess and I have half of my stuff in boxes and everything else is not where it belongs. Also, I have yet to do the laundry this week.

Anyways. I guess I’ll stop here. No one wants to listen to me complain about how stressed I am. At least I was able to vent a little. Shit is stressful. Boooooooo.

Here’s to hoping the rest of the week isn’t as shitty.


It’s Friday, Fishes! *does a happy dance*

It should be a good weekend! The boyfriend and I have all day Saturday off! I’m so excited! :D

Shopping and huggles and movies and foods and hopefully some drinkies!

I feel better than I have been recently. More hopeful. 

Officially moving by the end of the month. I have a good chunk of stuff packed up already and I don’t have much at all. I’m going to be so happy that I don’t have to live in two places. 

Anyways, that’s about all I have. Cheers to a good weekend!

Some Writing

I don’t know why most of the poetry or lyrics I write are either really sappy romantic or angry, but they are. So here’s a bit of writing that I did last week.


Behind your teeth that forked tongue will flick

And between your ribs that stone heart will fall.

You drag the rest of us behind you

Like the anchor at the bottom of the ocean

During the storm.

Just bring us close

And then push us away

Because you’re too much of a coward

To see all our pain.

Break my hands

And leave the artist to wallow in shame.

Blinding us with your smile

You lead us away 

Into the night.

Monday, Monday…

Here we are again, anther Monday. I’m tired as per usual. I want to go home and play with my little Sonic. He can always make me feel better when my days are subpar. Well, Sonic and my wonderful love. 

I’ve been writing a whole lot recently. I added a little more to my short story and I’m figuring out a basic outline to the structure. I still have a long way to go with this one though. I’ve also spent some time writing…. wait for it…… an erotic fiction. I know it may be a little funny, but It’s a good way to practice writing and it’s something that i’ve been able to keep my focus on. I also wrote a little bit of poetry this past week too. I’ll post it on it’s own post though.

I think I’ve gotten over most of my anxiety about moving. I just want it to happen. I’m actually very excited. I’ve really gotten fed up with living on my own and really am starting to dislike living in a basement without a real kitchen. I also haven’t really noticed how difficult it’s been for me to be living with his parents. I mean, I’m grateful and super thankful that they’ve been so kind and really treated me well. But it’s been kind of a pain in the ass living in two places and I miss the closeness that we were able to have when he was living with his roommate. I miss the intimacy and I’m sure he misses it too. It’s been getting increasingly difficult for me but I’m not going to complain. We have it pretty good. Soon we’ll be able to be in the same place all the time. I’m excited. I actually can’t wait to be the little homemaker again. I want to cook dinner for him and make sure that he’s taken care of. I miss having someone to take care of and having someone depend on me. It makes me feel wanted and special.

But I digress. I’ve been playing a lot of Skyrim lately and I’m not mad at that. It’s such a beautiful and fantastic game. I also should get back to work on Pokemon White 2. It’s a good one too. 

That’s basically it here. I guess I’m feeling a little less down than I have been recently. Things are moving forward and I gotta keep my head up. I can’t let life get me too down, especially when I have the most amazing person to share it with. I hope the rest of the week goes well.

Here’s a picture of His Prickliness for you all to drool over: